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The StairsI blacked out on the stairs,
Wearing buckle black stilettos
Hiding my face from you
Cause you're too pretty to talk.

And the girls hid in the stairwell,
Faces draining glitter eye shadow
And told me all their secrets
About the things you've said to them.

I feel like I've crucified you,
I'm sorry, my friend.
All I want is to stand beside you,
Dancing 'til the end.

I sat with you on the stairs,
Wearing ripped shorts and sneakers
I (almost) asked you to dance
You answered yes before I got the words out.

My love for you was a flight of stairs,
Ascending and then descending
I still write (creepy) poetry
These words are the things I didn't want

Last Song of the NightYour hands
upon my
waist
Pulling me
closer to
your
Chest, my
arms around
your
Neck, swaying
to and
fro
To the
80's love
song
You, I
and the
room
Are spinning
almost as
fast
As my
head, and
the
Speakers beat
almost as
loud
As my
heart.

Hand in hisI see your hand in his, it burns.
I see your heart with his, hell turns.
When I hear the news, of your happy life,
I die and burn and cry in my strife.
You see my dear, I gave you my all.
I did not expect it all to fall.
When you left, oh how it burned,
But I could cope. Or so I learned.
But to find that your words weren't all correct,
Made wires on my bomb all connect.
My heart has been wrenched, torn straight in two.
A situation, my dear, my soul blames on you.
Honestly I wish that I could be fine,
Unfortunately I can’t walk that line.
I wish I could stand, smile, ultimately be
Happy. But Hun that just isn't me.

I feel this has alway

You Don't Even Know      Dear __________,
                     You dont even know. You can't even know. I love you. You bully me. You tease me but I know you love me. You love me for who I am. And I am in love with you. So I guess you love me because I love you. You are not my friend. You are not my best friend. You are and will always be much more than that. But to you, I'm just a girl that you don't know you love. You don't even know. You can't even know.
                     You don't even know. You can't even know. I am so much closer than you think. I'm right next to you but a million miles away at the same time. My heart is screaming to you but you hear nothing. My soul beckons for all that you are. But you only hear the grass clapping against eachother in the wind. I

Somebody to loveSomebody to love
I want a special person
Who will always hold my hand
To know everything about me
But beside me will still stand
I want someone to share my secrets with
But will still look at me the same
Someone I can act goofy with
An not feel the least bit lame
Someone who won't be embarrassed
But instead joins in on the fun
Someone to make my heart pound
And use pet names like babe and hun
I want someone so make me laugh
And has a smile that's warm
To send my heart into a frenzy
Taking my heart by Storm
Someone who has flaws
Because I have a fair amount
Finding something new to love everyday
So many things its too much Count
I want someone I can get along with
Even with and occasional fight
Someone to provide a hug when needed
And space when the time is right
Someone to hold when I'm feeling sad
To whisper words of endearment in my ear
Who knows just how to cheer me up
And can take away my every fear
Someone who knows

A Slight CurseI sit here and think,
How perfect you are,
From your hair to your eyes,
Everything seems so far.

You don't notice me, not a bit,
Nothing is seen, except the candle that is lit,
Our shattered hearts, make a perfect fit,
Because we were both buried, under someone else's spit.

My mother said, to be shy is a gift,
But this, is just a stupid curse,
I won't even breathe your name,
Without feeling sick.

I wrote this for you, I have no other way,
To say what's on my mind, so I shall send,
A poem, written from my shattered heart,
In hopes, that ours, together, will mend.

For my loveMy heart is pounding in my ears;
I cannot hear a sound;
I think you fell from Heaven's clouds,
I saw you hit the ground.
Your wings unfolded in my heart,
I think I fell for you;
I didn't know it at the start,
I'm lost on what to do.

I waited for eternity,
For you to give me love,
I've waited for you ever since,
You fell from God, above.
Now that you're safe here in my arms,
I fin'ly get to say,
I love you with my heart and soul,
I feel it ev'ry day.

pyromanticswhere Arsine is romantic
and we dance around in circles
colors fill my mind
and
god
this may burn up
real fast
but i'm starting to believe
in destiny

i wanna dance in the rain
i wanna light a match
and watch it burn real fast

i wanna roll around
hot within your sheets
i wanna show you
and watch it burn real fast

and you play piano
sometimes i can sing
it is going to be summer soon
let's hope it doesn't
burn up too fast

Silent roomI'm sat here in a silent room,
It's all happening much too soon,
I can’t believe, but it appears to be,
That you are walking away from me.
Things I know, well they've been tough,
It kills me to see that you're feeling rough,
But my love, this, it’s all too much.

Please, I Promise, I’ll do anything,
I’ll smile, I’ll laugh, I’ll dance and I’ll sing.
I’ll do all that you ask and oh so much more,
Just don’t leave me here all cold and sore.
Remember the days we've had in the past.
Those feelings you had when the die were cast.
In the race for your heart, say I’m not last.

My darling, m

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Too many nights, have I cried myself to sleep,
The question echoing in my head.
Have I swum out too deep?

The waters of faith have become too much,
Too stormy, too rough,
I've lost touch.

You were the only thing I have ever known,
The one to see me crying at home, when I was on my own.

But I turned away,
And nothing did you say.
You saw me running away from you.
I was rebelling against everything I ever knew.
No-one ever told me that my heart would be torn in two.

Who can now save me?
From the cold hearted nothing I've become?
Why couldn't I see?
You were the one I needed, to stop my whole self become numb.

Life could never b

x Alone x

All Alone,
Is anyone there?
All alone,
Does anyone care?

In a room of crowded people,
How can you feel so alone?
I don't always want to moan.

Just a stranger,
Why would you care?
Just a depressed loner,
Would you even dare?

I'm sorry, I feel this way,
But I just wanted to say:
I never knew how someone could have so much compassion, on a person like me.
I never knew how this could happen, to make me see.

I might feel alone,
But it doesn't mean that no one cares.

A Variation

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

Even though I am now gone,
We'll be together, one day before too long.

I'll be with you, wherever you go,
I'll be with you today and tomorrow.

I'll be your morning, sun, noon and night,
I'll be there to make dark times become bright.

Because, when you awaken in the morning's hush,
I'll be the swift uplifting rush.

Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I do not die,

My soul lives on, in Heaven now,
No more questions: why, when, or how,
No more tears, after a non-existent row.

Just remember, I'll be with you,
There, right beside you, to see you th

Salty Tears, wash away fears

Salty Tears,
Are all I have to wash away my fears
No one else is here
To stop the reminders, I wish could disappear.

The glares
The stares
All I have to remind me that my lifes unfair
When they start to pull at my clothes and tug at my hair.

Nothing can wash these fears away
There's nothing you can do or say
Salty Tears are the only way
To try to hide away

STOP

Stop being this,
Stop being that.
Why can't you shut up with all that cr*p?

'Cos in my world, you've got to hold on,
In theirs, you can never be strong.
Those tears starts to fall
When your loneliness calls.

I'll always be this,
I'll always be that.
It hurts me when you say all that cr*p.

I was never the one you wanted,
Always tired, depressed crying.
I was what you hated:
Never wary, never lovely, never happy, but I'll always be trying:
to please you.

Dear Friend

Dear Friend,
I'd be with you to the very end.
I hope you know that,
And don't be too sad:
When I go away
But this letter is full of things I want to say.

Keep on going when times get tough
Just remember you can be strong enough.
Because you were there when I fell down,
But I didn't have to make a sound.
You were already there.

I hope one day, you'll be happy
Be loved by someone who loves you, like I loved you once
And never be full of the troubles.

Remember me, if you can
How I was stressed, depressed and hurting
But you were there to hold my hand
Even though you were on demand.

Never let anyone pull you down
You are beauti

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Sorry...

by ~Icyblues, Oct 20, 2004, 5:57:37 AM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Traditional Fixed Forms

I’m sorry I told you,
I’m sorry I spoke.
I’m sorry I made you feel a fool,
I’m sorry, because I knew there was no hope.

I hate you, because you ignore me,
I hate you, because you know I exist.
I hate you, because your heart’s not free,
I hate you because its you I miss.

I’m sorry I annoy you,
I’m sorry I’m here.
I’m sorry those feelings are true,
I’m sorry because of these tears.

Obviously, you don’t care,
About the pain I’m going through.
You don’t know much I have to grin and bear,
To be able to tell her of your feelings so true.

Sorry...by ~Icyblues

Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Traditional Fixed Forms

Well..... an apologetic heartbreak hehe!!

~iimonkeefunkii Sep 11, 2008

Look on the date on that! Think we've grown since then? I know I haven't physically, but I like to think that I have in other respects.

I know you have too. You are stronger. Tell me what's changed since then!! I'll try to think of things too. Maybe it'll be good for us to reminisce.

~Icyblues Sep 18, 2008

Lots have changed since then...It's hard to even think of how to describe the changes. How've you changed?

~iimonkeefunkii Sep 18, 2008

If nothing else, I've become more honest to myself and to everyone else. I got on a whole no lying kick for a while. I try to figure things out on my own and I've tried to be more independent and less worried about others' opinions. Which is a good and bad thing because I started to not let my mom's offensive comments bother me and I started to ask less opinions from best friend. So...I don't listen to my mom as much and I don't tell my friend everything...So not good or bad.

~Icyblues Sep 21, 2008

Maybe tell the friend more- it's what sustains a friendship. It's good to be honest with yourself... Not that I'm very good at it.

~iimonkeefunkii Sep 22, 2008

I want to say not lying is the hardest thing for me, but wouldn't that seem like a lie because I'm being honest and then there are things that I don't do like stopping on the whole procrastination thing? Mmm....maybe I just want to make sure that it's understood that it's a really difficult thing for me. Not that anyone is testing me. Anyways.

~Icyblues Sep 23, 2008

You'll be fine!

~iimonkeefunkii Sep 23, 2008

Always.

~elvata Feb 26, 2005

....oooo.....you hit it dead on... I can relate. Nicely done.

~Icyblues Feb 26, 2005

thank you xx

~NeverAlone2690 Nov 26, 2004

I love it its cute.. but I got a little confused with the ending

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